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Subject:Serious Help Needed
Time:07:09 pm
Current Mood:indifferentindifferent

WANTED: Serious Help

Well, I just started to officially "date" the Japanese guy that I have mentioned several times in my journal and throughout various "advice" blogs.

Two things. 

First, he started to question me about my promise ring.  I had to make it clear to him that I didn't have a boyfriend of any sort and that I gave the ring to myself.  Then he said, "Well, since you don't have a boyfriend... may I be your boyfriend?".  Of course I said yes, I really like him a lot.  Then he said, "I will still let you wear your promise ring, but you have to wear the ring I am going to get you."  I just responded, "Ok."  I mean, if that is his culture... I definitely will not fight it. 

Then the said that he loved me.  We've known eachother for maybe 1 and1/2 months and started dating yestarday.  Then before we got off the phone just 10 minutes ago he said, "I love you" again.  Is this typical of Japanese men?  He just told me he loves me and everytime I'm like, "uh... ok."  I mean, I'm not someone who will just throw that out there for anyone. 

That's really it... I just want some advice, opinions, etc.

Thank you.

Shadow

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Subject:I need some help... again
Time:06:17 am
Current Mood:indifferentindifferent
My last post ended up cutting off the end and everything, so I will post it again.



I need a bit of advice from girls who are good with guys (or if you're a guy and you can help me out too).

I like someone that is in my karate class, a lot. My mom and brother say that he likes me too. He always comes up and talks to me, even if it's about nothing. He laughs at my most dry and stupid jokes. He will watch me when I am a across the room. Everytime my eyes meet with his I cannot look away, and neither can he...

How do I tell him I like him too... In a creative way (If that makes any sense). I don't want to be like every other American girl who goes up to him and say, "like, I really like you, and like..." I need something sweet and unique... Something that guys would just die for.

So, I hope that I have a lot of advice and ideas... I would thank you so much.

I can't let him get away, there is just something about him.

Shadow
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Subject:I need some help.
Time:05:59 am
Current Mood:indifferentindifferent
I need a bit of advice from girls who are good with guys (or if you're a guy and you can help me out too). I like someone, a lot. My mom and brother say that he likes me too. He always comes up and talks to me, even if it's about nothing. He laughs at my most dry and stupid jokes. He will watch me when I am a across the room. Everytime my eyes meet with his I cannot look away, and neither can he. How do I tell him I like him... In a creative way (If that makes any sense). I don't want to be like every other American girl who goes up to him and say, "like, I really like you, and like..."
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Subject:Why me...
Time:07:59 am
Current Mood:depressedvery very depressed
I feel terrible, I feel like an absolute whore.

Last night, Vince, Sarah, and Jordan were at my house. We watched movies and everything. Well, Vince and I kissed… I mean really kissed. And now I feel awful. I don’t know why I feel awful, but I do. I had a hard time sleeping because I couldn’t stop thinking about what I did… I am going straight to hell, I know it.

We didn’t have ANY type of sex if that is what anyone is thinking…

I feel that we are drifting apart… I don’t know him as well as I thought I did. And I don’t know if I am the best thing for him. I don’t think we really understand each other, and I don’t know if I should even attempt to fix it. I care about him so much… but I don’t know if I am the best I can be for him. I meditated on this… and I am so lost I don’t know what to do. I love him… but the problem is, I don’t know if he loves me the same way in return.

I can’t take this feeling… I feel like shit. A massive pile of shit. And I feel so scared. I don’t know what to do.

I made this so he can’t read this… I can’t break his heart like that… wait, I don’t know if he would even care. I don’t know if he really sees me as someone to love. I feel nauseous…

I don’t even know what to think. I feel so low that I shouldn’t even be alive.

Today is going to be a bad day… a really bad day… I can feel it.


Shadow
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Subject:Blah.
Time:04:57 pm
Last Saturday one of my friends had a birthday party… I was invited, but I forgot until some of my friends at the party called me and asked me where I was. Such a good friend I am…

One of my really good friends that was there, Alysha, told me that one of my other good friends, Andy, was talking about me. She said it wasn’t bad or anything, but I was still curious… so I asked her today on the bus trip to the festival.

She said it was a secret and she promised him she wouldn’t tell. Well, Ashley was clueless on what we were talking about (She was at the party also just didn’t know what Alysha and I were talking about), so Alysha leaned over and was whispering… and I heard one word… jealous.

I really hope he doesn’t like me… I love him so dearly as a brother, and I hold him as one of my best friends, but I don’t want a relationship with him, I told him that.


A friend should respect another friend’s decisions, and I hope he can accept mine.


Shadow
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Subject:Last Night...
Time:07:48 am
Current Mood:awakeawake
My boyfriend and I have been dating for just about 2 ½ months... but I feel a little funny.

When we are with our friends, we tend to treat each other differently. We act more like friends, like we are not even going out. I will push him, we’ll say sarcastic comments to each other (jokingly, this is all in good humor.) Like, at school, we spend don’t spend time doing “relationship” things. Like, he refuses to stay after if even just for a little bit so he can get his seat on the bus (I drive). We give each other a hug before we leave, but he feels really uncomfortable while doing it. I can feel it. We are just… like best friends.

WHEREAS, when we are by ourselves, we are both really romantic. We will kiss (not REALLY REALLY kiss though… I’m kind of holding back on that.) He is not “nervous” (for lack of better words) when he holds me, or anything like that. He loves to listen to music (our music) and just sit and stare at each other. It is a completely different side of him. Like, what a relationship is “supposed” to be.

Is this normal? Has anyone ever had this happen to them?

Is there anything I can do to fix this? Please, I need advice…


Shadow
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Subject:Whatever.
Time:06:12 pm
Current Mood:boredbored
A few days ago my boyfriend said that I have the strength of a man...

The strength of a man... what in the hell is that supposed to mean!

: )

Shadow
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Subject:Dear Vince,
Time:06:06 am
Current Mood:lovedloved
If I could put everything I feel on paper... It would probably sound like this letter I'm about to write. When I didn't have you I felt empty, worthless, I wanted to be able to love someone and have them love me the same in return. You gave me that privelege, you took me into your arms and you held me. You showed me that nothing in this world could ever be so bad that I never wanted to be here again. Being with you has by far been the best time of my life. I look forward to having you put your arms around me every waking moment of every day.

I love you, there is nothing else to say. I love you more than all the stars in the sky. You mean everything to me. Nothing will come between us, we love eachother too much.

Yours forever,

Sam
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Subject:Picnic Help again!
Time:05:58 am
Current Mood:tiredtired
I need some really OUTRAGIOUS ideas for a picnic. Some place that neither of us will forget.

I've got a few crazy ideas.

1. On top of my car
2. In the school parking lot
3. In the middle of the band room


That's all I've got everyone. A few people have to pitty my shitty ideas and help me out.

Shadow
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Subject:Help...
Time:06:03 am
Current Mood:tiredtired
Does anyone know a creative way to kiss a guy for the first time? I want to make it special, and I will wait as long as it takes. I'm not going to blow it this time, but I need some places, ideas, etc for kissing. I want it to be the best first kiss... for both of us.

Suggestions?

Shadow
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