Vince is supposed to call me tonight; I am so scared...

What is he going to say? Is he going to give me the rejection speech like every other person? Does he even like me the way I do him? I can't breath right now I'm so nervous. I don't know what to say to him! I like him... maybe even more than like him, and I hope he is calling me to tell me he feels the same. But I don't ever raise my expectations too high.

He called me last night on the soccer bus, but it was so loud I could barely hear him. And, what I did hear of him he was just laughing at something.

I hurt all over, I feel like I'm going to puke, and I just want to hide. My biggest fear besides bees and wasps is being rejected.

What if he is going to expose me to that fear again?

Shadow

Does anyone know how to fill gaps in a conversation?